June 16th , 200……..

How many people plan their day in a meticulous manner? Is it really that important to do it in every aspect of life?
The workings of an individual depend on the environment. At times it can be called exposure and sometimes experience. But what actually matters is the individual’s preparation for the task and its effective execution.
Ergonomics is a vital science. Over the years I have seen numerous examples when things have not been proper and reasons can be attributed partly to this.

There have been so many people that I have met in the past two years …. all so vivid and with their own set of idiosyncrasies. Cannot possibly fathom what goes on behind the façade, but over time I can at the least know what they expect out of me.
Some of them who are seemingly close, expect a bit more. I always have my doubts if they realize my quandaries. But one thing makes me happy that every individual has her/his own set of hesitations. May be it’s this uncertainty that makes life interesting.
Its from these people, who make my life so interesting that I have learnt a lot.

Two years ago, on the same day, I had embarked on a completely different journey. I started working. It was not a big achievement, but then it was not something that can be eschewed. Back then, I thought I had planned out things and knew how would the coming months fare. I can now say that nothing I had planned worked the way I wanted. 🙂
Some brought in abundant happiness in my life then and some seemed to cause intolerable pain. A year flew past, and I realized that there were many changes that had happened. It took me quite a while to come to terms with reality. Apparently the transient nature of life has evened out the ebbs and tides.

Now, there is a stark difference in me that I like. Planning has a completely new perspective and over time priorities have altered. To re-discover oneself might sound like cliché to some, but I have enjoyed it so far.


3 thoughts on “June 16th , 200……..

  1. Hmmm… A lot of undercurrents in here. Would love you to be a bit more cheerful sweetie. Its 2 years of financial independance for you honey. Get real, Go party…

    True, life has been rough at times, turbulent too. But then, look at yourself. The transition from the college girl to a woman has been the result.

    Dont you love it?

  2. well, when the going gets tough, the tough get going and i think this statement epitomises u the way i have seen u over the past two years. Many experiences in life make u softer, some make u tougher…and i feel u have attained a sense of maturity over the past two years where many would find difficult to attain in twenty.

    Always remember, u r the queen of ur own life and u steer the boat u want to…holding the oars of the people u love and throwing away the waste that is accumulated in the boat.

    The blog is really abstract and i had to read it two to three times to get the hang of it…very well written.

  3. just commented on the same stuff in the earlier post..

    I agree that proirities change with time….but I still don’t have the answer whether we shud allow the priorities to change…if we allow, then obviously what you have planned will not work out….

    may be it’s all personal perceptions of things…will let you know if I have answer some day….but for now, I have not allowed my priorities to change since 24yrs…though I have lost so many things..and sacrificied on so many things..


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